Tuesday, January 8, 2013

New Year New Beginnings!

As the new year begins we are given time to reflect on the last year. A year ago I never imagined that I would be raising an adorable little girl who at times tests my patience but always brings a smile to my face. I never imagined that I'd give my life to the Lord and see life through a new set of eyes.
As the year began I grew closer to some friends and farther apart from other friends. Thinking back on the things in the past year though, I wouldn't have changed a single thing. Things happen all for a reason whether we understand them now or not.
The church news I guess you would call it was read this past Sunday and I had to stop and think as Ted read them. I came to Jesus, had a baby and was baptized all in the same year. What a year full of thanksgiving if you ask me. Next week will mark the day that I made a new beginning in my life with the Lord and a wonderful beginning at that.
Two months from now my little girl is going to be turning one and boy does that seem crazy to me. I can't believe it's been almost a year since she was born. Amy has been the biggest blessing in my life and has helped me to take control of my life.
Just watching as Amy has grown over the last year and seen her transition from helplessness to a slight independence has been so fun. She went from the little baby who needed to be carried everywhere, have mommy hold her bottle and not helping mommy get her dressed; to the little girl who crawls everywhere, gets into everything, feeds herself for the most part, and helps her mommy get her dressed and sometimes tries to run away when it's that time.
Ironically enough Carrie and I choose the first of the year to move into our new apartment. Today I actually finally finished putting my stuff away. Definitely a shorter period of time putting my stuff away than any other moves I have made.
Have a wonderfully blessed rest of the week :)
This is Amy Joy in the past year from beginning to now :)

Saturday, January 5, 2013

Wow!


This poem only begins to describe how I've felt in the past 10 months since Amy was born. I can't see my life without my precious little bundle in it.

Mother Daughter Poem

Every child is special. Show yours that you care.

For My Angel....

© Leigh Johnson
You were very unexpected,
but you're special in my eyes.
Nobody's celebrating,
but My Dear, you are the prize.

People say you were an accident,
but that is so untrue.
You're a gift from high above;
my Angel through, and through. 

If I could go back,
I wouldn't change a thing. 
I couldn't live without you,
you make my heart sing. 

Sometimes I sit and wonder,
.....if you had never been.....
I've been through so much pain,
but I'd do it all again.

Some people said don't keep you,
but I did not agree.
Some people said I'm stupid,
they were blind and could not see.

That you were meant to be here,
and to cherish everyday.
You're my heaven sent,
and you're perfect in every way.

Some people said to give you up,
but that's something I could not do.
You are my Baby Girl,
and I need to be with you.

Ten tiny little fingers,
ten tiny little toes,
one tiny little body,
one tiny little nose!!

You are so small and innocent,
you're perfect all around.
You've got the special baby smell,
you make that baby sound. 

Nobody came to party,
only few came to see.
You are not what was desired,
but you are no less dear to me.